Different Voices

we're speaking different voices
you have your sarcasm instilled perfectly
in each of your victimized stories
while all I have is my melancholic metaphor
and a dozen of reasons for reaching the knife
but in the end
we still could never understand each other

we're speaking different voices
you have your perfect colorful world
while I'm stuck in the dark hole
you painted your world with colors
while I dig deeper to bury my soul
but in the end
we still could never forgive each other

we're speaking different voices
you live to the fullest
while I wish to die
each and everyday
I pray
for you to live happily ever after
and for my death to arrive sooner

but in the end
we still could never be together
not anymore
not even in the hereafter