Different Voices

we're speaking different voices
you have your sarcasm instilled perfectly
in each of your victimized stories
while all I have is my melancholic metaphor
and a dozen of reasons for reaching the knife
but in the end
we still could never understand each other

we're speaking different voices
you have your perfect colorful world
while I'm stuck in the dark hole
you painted your world with colors
while I dig deeper to bury my soul
but in the end
we still could never forgive each other

we're speaking different voices
you live to the fullest
while I wish to die
each and everyday
I pray
for you to live happily ever after
and for my death to arrive sooner

but in the end
we still could never be together
not anymore
not even in the hereafter

Death

But in death you will know
how I suffer the pain
of loving you

In death shall you know
how I have gone sick
for loving you

For death shall be known
of how it gripped me firm
when I think of you

Through death shall I be known
for all the misery I swallow
when I love you so

Death, death, death,
when I'm gone for eternity
shall you see my pain
my death will be the only light
to show you my pain
death will take me away
from all my pain

so goodbye love
goodbye